..this is my spot. No judging, no insecurity, no holding back.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

..My Future!


Okay so my future, where will I go in life. Okay so with my girlfriend; I already consider myself a good boyfriend but I want to be a better one. I want to buy more gifts and spend way more time with her. Shit will be #AWESOME. I love her.

Okay so with school; it's pretty obvious I'm not that smart. Though I am going to try more and not give up. I can't quit. Junior year is almost here and I really need to get my grades up. I'm kind of mad at myself for just now realizing this but I guess its better now than later! So, yeah I'm going to get my grades up and go to college.

Okay so with modeling; I love it now so I will continue to do it. Its so fun and it like gives me a chance to express myself. Lol that sounded lame but oh well. Like, I already had a high level of confidence and all that great stuff but now it's like i have more confidence. My ego right now is just fucking enormous. Lmao. Modeling has made me a "MONSTER" in a way. I feel like Johnny Bravo and shit. LOL. But yeah, I am going to pursue that for as long as I can
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Monday, May 17, 2010

"I'm gonna send this to grandma!"




This entire conversation leading up to this picture and even after the picture was just terrible. Lmfao.

Friday, May 14, 2010

LMAO.


Okay, I just found this picture and it kind of made me chuckle. LOL

Daeja Monyea


Better Picture Of My Sister =]

Oh Well =/


It's kind of funny that LeBron got put out of the playoffs. I mean everybody was hanging from his nuts all season of how he's the next Jordan and shit. Lmfao. Wrong as hell. Don't get me wrong he is cold as hell, but he's no Jordan and he shouldn't even be compared to Jordan. Personally I think Kobe is better and LBJ can't fuck with him. Though, regarding that little contract/free agent thing, he's not going anywhere. He's going to ask Cleveland for everything he wants and if he doesn't get it then he's leaving. But if he was to leave he's is going to New Jersey. I mean they already have a nice PG and a nice C. They might even get the first pick and pick up John Wall. If this all happens he could finally play his position. LBJ is still my mans but he isn't Jordan.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

My Heart

Okay, so I said I'd text you before I went to sleep and that's exactly what I'm doing. So, yeah. I MISS YOU, a whole frickin' lot. Like more than you miss me Lol. And, I love you soooo much... Like, I could spend my wholee life telling you that, & you'd still never get the full affect of how much I mean it. You are definitely the best thing that's happened to me in a longgg ass time. Besides being the best boyfriend anybody could ever ask for.. You're my bestfriend. I feel like I can tell you anything, & I don't really feel that way with anybody.. And plus I can act weird around you.. Because, you love me.. And I know it. But yeh, Basically.. I've neverr ever felt this way about anybody, but you.. I promise. As gay as it sounds, you make everything in my life better. You're one of the most important people in my life & I don't think that's ever changing. I love you, TaeStrokes & I'm pretty much in love with you... n shit.

---Freaky J

Monday, May 10, 2010

Hm,


I JUST noticed that I never mention my sister that I do like. So here she is n shit. Lol. She is with my lil bro. I'm going to have to find a better picture though. =/

DNA TEST? LMAO




I have come to the conclusion that this is my real dad.

Hm, You Like?



So, like, I have always liked these pics I just never posted them on any of my social netowrking sites until now. Lol

Who Fucking With Me?

Yeah, I was a cute ass baby. Who was fucking with me? Absolutely no one. #ThatIsAll

Spootnik? Sputnik? Hitler? Lip? Lol.



Dawg, me and my lil bro Dyl been getting along a lot lately. Like it wasnt as if we just wasn't cool before. It was I didnt like him for like two weeks. It was over something petty and over a bitch. A bitch who I never talk to anymore. How could I put a hoe before a bro? Damn my bad man, you gone be my mans for forever lil bro. Ily man.

Lil Dudes



Lol, my two lil bros; My God Bro and My Real Bro. I love these lil guys. If it wasn't for them who knows where I would be. I do right because I want to set a good example for them knowing that they follow every lil thing I do.

Recently

Got my license, happy as hell.
Grades coming up.
Modeling coming along.
Girlfriend still here.
Cash looking okay.

So what more can I ask for?

I'M BLESSED!

Title-Less

So if you can't tell she is The Love of My Life, My Ugly, My Heart, My Sunshine, My Stoopy, My Freaky J, and My Everything